a blog for my self

...i am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow...

...a wave tossed in the ocean, vapor in the wind...

...still You hear me when am calling, catch me when am falling...

...and You told me who i am, I am Yours...( who am i? - casting crowns)

...sometimes when i look in a mirror, i ask my self if do i look good? do this clothes fits me or do i need to 

change it? it bounce back to me, is your physical appearance is more important than your inner aspect?

we get along with different people everyday, different characters and personalities but the question is... are 

we judging one person based on his/her physical attributes? what is more important?

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I love shirts when it comes to comfortable, manageable and very trendy look, when you look inside my cabinet you will see my staffs specially my shirts in their colors, sizes and style.  When my older brother (kuya) still living with my mom and i, he always borrowed some of my shirts every time he has a date with his girlfriend until now even he has his own family and move in the other house he still likes my shirts but not anymore coz none of my shirts fits his body (tumaba sya). that's why I give him a challenge that if his body back to normal i will give him permission to wear my shirts again ( sweet ko lng nho? ....lol)

I keep my shirts in their proper places even though some of it are old and faded I'll make sure that their still 

in my cabinet, my mom ask me to give some of it to the needy ( ano un prang donation lng..hehe)  i just 

answer her NO! I'll keep my shirt . . . come to think of it . . . is it good to keep those old staffs that you do not longer needed? that's my staff, i love those shirts i know! but there are times that you need to let go of the 

things that is not necessary anymore, its just like an excess baggage that you still carry through out your 

journey.  It will give you stress and it makes your life to move slow. 

I know its hard to set aside those important things or events in your life even though its in your past now.  

You will always look back on the times that your still have it, right in front of you! Living in the past is not 

healthy but what can i do when that past moulds me to be a better person now, it plays a vital role in my life 

as what i am today.  it breaks my heart to do so . . .i let go some of my shirts and it feels unease because i 

bought some of those with my own money, but i need to, i have to.

I keep on telling my self that i will buy a new one, more comfy and more trendy, but honestly do i need those 

staffs when even i have lots of them? Many people today don't know how to value life as it is, i always saw 

this quote posted everywhere through fb or in twitter .."life is not a problem to be solve, but a gift to be 

enjoy" . . . old but its true, sometimes people spend a lot of money for travelling or buying expensive staffs 

just to be happy but after that Are you sure your Happy? i don't think so...

These makes me realize that life must go on, no matter what people say, just live with it, who cares after all 

its your life, no one can dictate you what you want, where you want to go or what you should do. At the end 

of the day for sure your gonna ask your self do i enjoy the whole day? or do i satisfied with those answer i 

get from all the decisions i made from the hours I'm awake? it makes sense right? or I'm just wasting my 

time writing this nonsense blog . . . lol

I have one good reason to continue living your life . . .It's HIM! who always there, who's with you along your way, He walks with you and even carry you when you get tired . . .I dare you to cling with Him and you will realize that life is worth living for! 

. . ."place my life to Your hand, i know am just a man" (home - Brian McKnight)

re-DRAFT

thanks google image for this

I can't fight this feeling anymore! (insert background music) 
The last time i wrote a blog is all about letting go until now i feel that i can't let go the feelings i have for you
Your still here! please... i want to forget everything about you, reformat and erase all  the hidden files in-stored in my memory :( 


Why all this things happening to me? am i deserving to be treat like this? drama ko grabe . . 
im still crying everytime a single memory of you hint my mind, im still shaking just like before when you said your goodbye to me.  It feels like it all happened yesterday. . . fresh and painful


I say my goodbye to you and telling my mind that its ok, move on and forget everything but you know what the truth is...i can't :(( - cue any song of Adele -  how can i forget you with those happy moments that we shared together, with you i learned to smile 


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As i open my notepad, i pause for a moment thinking what will  be my blog for today,
whats on my mind??? seriously i don't know! i feel exhausted this day, from the time i wake
until this very moment. 


Nothings on my mind... as if my floating or I'm on the other side of earth, a new dimension
a new world, can someone pinch me! hmmm aha! all i need is an inspiration to move on
and press forward. 


I need to leave my past and starting to grab whats the future will offer to me, as the song the art of letting go continue playing on my desktop i stare at my blinking cursor telling me to go on no matter what people can say, its hard to let go and its more harder when that person or situation causes you more pain  #ouch! just like that cursor that continue to blink and waits patiently for the keyboard to enter a letter.


Time heals all wounds no matter how deep the cut it will heal definitely, just wait and learn to forgive. the time when a special someone leave me for no reason, i feel that my world collapse and dunno what to do, it breaks my heart every time i saw that person..i want revenge! *parang soap opera lang* days, weeks and months pass by, the pain is still here but I'm learning to divert the negative feelings into joy remember the song - you made me stronger by breaking my heart, you ended my life and make a better one start, you thought me everything from falling in love and letting go of a love. . .yes you made me stronger by breaking my <3...


Time will erase all the bad things happened to me . . .agree? ofcourse no one will come into your life and bring bad vibes without your permission right? so go on . .grab a life and share it with the real people whom you love the most! forget everything that gives you pain and agony . . .


maybe next time masasabi ko na rin ito . . .maybe I'm learning...learning the art of letting go... #LSS 

iTweet

It all started with a kiss .. #chos . . sympre nagsimula nung...

nung nablock ang fb dito sa office . . . everyone is playing farmville right?

when it hit the heart of the people! #boom facebook become a habit . . .

then one day someone share his brilliant idea to block fb in all government offices

oh well! that's life, and that's the time when i open the wonderful world of twitter . . .

i joined twitter for about 2 years now, 50,000+ tweets, 900+ followers makes me tweet more and more

its a lifestyle for me, i tweet in the morning, in the afternoon and even before going to bed i tweet!

sabi nga nila i can't live without twitter . . . #fact

I met a lot of people in different faces, culture, personality, shapes, colors and sizes

but we have one thing in common and that is to dominate the world of twitter!

i will never forget the first 7 aspiring individuals who excites me every time i open my account...

@sorianodon16 @moonevoy21 @joloeric @arffylicious @Mikuru_Hirai @Suzukirick28 and #BFF 

@kinsen08_RN they make me motivate and tweet more . . . and were still tweeting with each other when we 

have time just like before :)

Different groups arise that's makes twitter world more colorful . . .

the #3littlebears (chase, jepoy & me) #jackenpoy (myke, poy & me again) 

the royal clan of #princeters (yvette, jp, jb, jayr, empoy, mark, rowie, boss, aevin, jarie, al, bri . . sorry i 

forgot the other bawi ako next time, isearch ko muna yung ibang official members)

these are the group i will treasure and never forget to greet first thing in the morning...

i remember my first username when i enter twitter @rarerick become popular and everyone wants a follow 

back from him #weee . . . hahaha ngayon lng ito wag nangkumontra...

until i change my username to @prinemerick at the moment i joined and become an official member of 

#princeters (twitter persons who used "prince" to their username) 

but all of these, I got satisfaction and happiness everytime i open my twitter account, every time iTweet i feel 

comfortable, every moment i post a tweet i feel i can share my ideas to the world, every second i send a 

single tweet it makes me relief from a stressful day at work!

nevertheless twitter is a world full of people who wants their voices to be heard and recognized. . .

that's why iTweet! 

follow me @princemerick

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whats happening to me? say something. . .clueless!
i never thought that this moment can transform into
lifeless, all is gray and black...nothings left


someone talk to me please, im begging you . . .
tell me everything, i need it badly...
should i wait? how long can this agony and pain cover me?
save me from this insanity...


until i found you..until my eyes laid on you, until words come out 
everythings change, bursting with emotion . . .
haha. . .its you finally . . .

R.M.L.

the first time i met you, its just a normal into no ordinary meetups
every minute you trying to connect with me
every moment you make me feel that you like me
the way you talk, the way you stares at me
you even walk beside me as if you forgot that we have company
were in group remember but all of a sudden you'll trying to ignore everyone
i like the way you approach me and i can feel your emotion attached to it!

days, weeks and even months return to their place...
we always exchange messages i mean sweet messages
everyday i hurriedly check my direct message and you never fail to send me one
just a simple goodmorning erick makes me feel more important
you always complete my daily dose of happiness

i dont want to spoil the moment, i dont want to ask question about us, our status
i dont want to ruin everything, were just starting...
starting to know more about us, about you, about me, about what you want, what i want
for me its perfect! just the way it is . .

but you know what? something is not right, your too far from me
you always telling me to relax, take it easy, we cant be together everyday
it makes me feel sad, sadder when im thinking the distance that makes us far from each other
why? i mean why He allow us to meet, knowing each other and eventually fall for each other
and its impossible because your far, far from my sight...

we met once, hoping to be with you as many times ...
rml <3

....??

love's struck!


at first were just an ordinary person.. an ordinary friends
sharing an ordinary feelings
You as my friend and Me as your friend right?
but what happend? after you send me private messages
after those words that you said to me...


i couldn't believe that you fall for me . . why?
we only met once thats why im not sure if you feelings towards me is real..
i know its hard to fall to someone as easy as that...
but im very thankful, i know now that there is someone who can fight for me
love me unconditional and stay with me forever...love struck in the most unexpected time!


who knows i might fall for you too . . .